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Name: Gabby
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Fairfax County
Gender: Female
Interests: listening to music..such as Avenged Sevenfold, Code, Shadows Fall, Showbread, Thought Riot, Blindside, Switchfoot, and CRASS... playing guitar, singing, writing songs, acting like a complete dork, questioning authority, standing up for what I believe in and headbangin all the while...
Expertise: none...i have no talent...I guess music dunno...
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  askandyoushallreceive
Member Since:
4/19/2004
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| ello ello.
new entry...
so, christmas is comin up. that should be fuckin spectacular. especially seeing as im not christian, and my family's all catholic. yay!. my job is goin pretty dandy..and i've come to terms with the fact that i naturally wanna hurt people..physically.. if i have injured anyone...i am sorry..im working on it..bear with me... anywho's..this winter seems promising, 1 2 hr delay and no school last friday...very niiice..im considering all this bullshit my parents have been tellin me, about how if i wanna go, i can..that's a fuckin joke..i wiiish i wiish. i can't stop this feeling...it won't goo aawwwaay..i just want for once, to be able to do exactly what i want..have control of my OWN life, and im sick of all this shit that im not allowed to be discontent because my family's not dirt poor living off beans and rice. i honestly don't give a fuck about material things...or money.. i just want some freedom.
peace love and anarchy -GAb | | |
| happy fuckin birthday to me...
my eye hurts..my body is in a miserable state, and i just wanna be happy..
ever take a step back and look at your life? and realize that most of it's spend looking forward for something else..not wAhoO! another day, but only 20 days until so and so..im just realizing this, and truth is i have the most fun when i just randomly do stiff..
fuckin ell, im through with this shit.
peace love and anarchy -GAb
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| wow.. i never come here anymore. school has begun. not too bad. i feel
a bit 'betrayed' by a few people, but that's ok. i have 3 jobs lined up
and im going to start going around and doing something about it. last
week was officially '90's nostalgia music week' and this week is '80's
movie week' so im having a major movie fest at my house on friday, but
today was the 'prefest' haha. fun stuff. and next week is 'dirt rock
week' mmm..dirtrock. my life has become a sitcom, and i now casually
talk like the gilmore girls, not on purpose, these thoughts and
observations just come out, and the people i talk to do it too. oh man,
anywho's im going insane and i don't know why. i think the themed weeks
might be a sign, and well, if you don't see me in a few months i'll
probobly be in an institution. yeh, im not really kidding, but im
pretty chill right now. pop culture's pretty sweet. and i love guitar
class. my life is packed right now and i might have to drop weekend
guitar. who knows..anywho's im out. school tomorrow. peace love and
anarchy -GAb
EDIT: motherfucking shit in the name of all that is right in the
world..what the FUCK> did anyone hear?? wasted USA is CANCELLED??
those motherfuckers. there was probobly some legal issues surrounding
it. i hope it's just this year because in a few years i was hoping to
fly there for it. so first, Warped Tour gets invaded, then hellfest is
cancelled, then CBGB's starts closing down, now WASTED?? noooo. i hope
Operation CeaseFire isn't cancelled. omg, my sister JUST found out
about it, she's all psyched about anti-flag, and she won't take me.
it's motherfuckerin wayne cramer/bouncing soles!/depotts ( i
think)/anti-flag..i'd pay her to take me. hmm..maybe i could take the
bus. anyways, music is dying..what the fuck, man?
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| update. i wanna fucking kill someone.
school in 2 weeks. i don't know my schedule yet, so i don't know who
the fuck else will be in my classes. we had these guys come to cut down
a bunch of trees in our yard today. my mom took off work and was
running around looking out windows all excited, and wakes me up, comes
in my room at around 8 fucking 15 am, and is about to open my windows
so i could watch this loud, annoying, shit. so, im like, 'get the hell
out.' and she leaves. she does this the whole day, in excitement. i
told her 'yeh, don't you just
love watching the destrution of life?'..pretty fuckin annoying ..so by
then i couldn't go back to sleep, so i read my new book. which is just
filthy. i mean it is an absolute piece of trash, and yet so wonderfully
intriguing that i cannot put it down. i mean, wow. it's funny, because
the title is true in so many ways. oral history. ok. irony...anyways.
last night i was listening to a combination of hip-hop, ani difranco,
and chumbawamba. i had only heard 'self evident' by her. but i was
captivated. so i listened to some more. then i felt like listening to
some public enemy and MC Paul barman. very good stuff. i dunno what
came over me. but i was just in a mood. then i stayed awake and watched
chapelle's show. ha. and i came up with a new song for guitar, plus
another one, just lyrics called 'bored as fuck'. not very original, but
it seemed pretty right at the time.
EDIT: BULLET TO FUCKING BINARY..that's all i can say. if you mention
the words 'school' 'supplies' 'homework' 'teacher' or 'education'
around me, i will fucking murder you and eat your offspring..and i have
enough people to piss me off. i need my sanity..but i can feel it
slipping..again..
peace love and anarchy
-GAb
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ello. yesterday was pretty fun. zoe, kelly, and i went to
sheri's house and then walked to this creek which was cool, except for
the fact that gravel is hard to walk on barefoot, and i felt like we
were in the middle of a massive spider web with its offspring hatching
and eating one another before our eyes..but the sand was nice and the
water was refreshing.. then we walked to anh-thu's house, and the five
of us went back to sheri's, and then i had to leave..so, i painted my
wall this morning and i think i may
be done. it's a goldish green color and it looks very..modernish. i
really love it.. anywho's i might go to a show with my sister
this friday..3 finger salute and uh, i can't remember the others..
perty cool, and my relatives are coming saturday. not too bad.
well..later ..peace love and anarchy -GAb
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